My only wish now is I want to go far far away from everything...
Lately, everything seem tough for me. I'm constantly feel struggle with my life issues. I feel tired and helpless. I believe in God and I believe that God will lifted up my burden but I don't know why, I still feel so tired and helpless.In addition, I feel I lost my direction.I have a supportive siblings and   but I don't know why I still feel like this?.It's not like what I used to be.I try to remind myself, don't think too much but I can't stop being such a helpless people.Do you ever have this kind of feeling?
 Maybe some of you may think, I'm not faithful in God for being like this. To be honest, I'm really trying my best to stay faithful in any situations but I'm just a human that not perfect.I don't want to go to usual place.But, I don't know where can I go to find myself again.

I just want to know that, I'm a normal person that constantly struggle even though I smile a lot to make everything look okay.